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If you like my stories, I write poetry and fiction in addition to commentary and essays. 

I publish most, but not all, my writings through Sonoran Dawn Studios on Lulu. So please visit and Like my social media and Google+ my blogs for all my quirkiness. 

In the future, I am going to offer the essays on this blog in magazine form, so please watch for that metamorphoses. 

Is there something else you would like to see, or have me comment on? Write me, message me on Facebook. I might just have an opinion on that!

Have a super day! 

Who's the Bigger Fool?

I had an incident that happened to me recently. Or, should I say someone happened to me. An old college friend decided to give me some helpful advice called an insult. You know, the kind of advice that had nothing to do why you messaged them? 

It is one thing if you go to a person and tell them a sob story needing some direction, which I did not do. Then there is another where a friend is trying to deflect any type of responsibility by making you look needy or depressing. The person blew my mind. 

When I went to correct her complete bat shit crazy somehow I was the one who needed the counseling and with her newly attained counseling degree she had the resources to help me.

You know what I did: gave her the middle finger. 

All I did was apprise her of a situation that I believed needed her immediate attention. A friend request from her late father in law. You read that right. I wanted the family to know that in addition to the original friend request to my social media account that in recent times I had gotten two more. Suspicious. 

Instead of thanking me for being astute, she said that I was to be more careful about my friend requests and I should think on that for the future. WTF? It is a friend request from your hacked former father in law's estate. It is information you need to pass on to the estate.

It is not a cry for help. 

I am beside myself. I wrote her a reply to smack her upside the head. That her response was full of college crap psychology rolled into rude, egotistical garbage. 

Because me helping you is somehow taken on a whole new imaginary request for my nonexistent mental illness. I am the one who should get the counseling degree, obviously someone has not earned hers. I do have brain issues but degree please, I just maneuvered around and saw through so called graduate level: "advice." 

Here is some real advice. When someone comes to you for help, advise away! But if that person is not coming to you for help, maybe, just maybe... you should listen instead of judge. 

Or you will end up looking foolish.

Have Sandals Will Walk

WWJD? Flood social media with Bible verses and testimonials. Or, emotional blackmails with pray for me or them because Satan is trying some shite.

Frankly, I am very tired of it. 

When you do as much research as I have, you come to the conclusion that this plane of existence is full of horse manure. Religion much like television, movies, video games, and politics is about social control. Those who have control of your thoughts controls everything about you even if they never meet you. 

That's the point.

Before mass media, radio and television, the King and Rome had to keep their peasants in line. How to do that? Religion and loyalty. You cannot have one without the other. 

Now religion has expanded into megachurches, movies, and nonstop television evangelism. That happens with all religions. Not just one. Have you checked out Youtube lately? Good god. 

I am just aghast. See, I used to have organized religion in my life. Well, I did until I found out religion is a total fraud. Yes, you read that right: fraud. It is a fraud perpetuated onto the people in order to control the masses. Control how they think. Control how they act. Control how they associate with one another. 

You can call me a free thinker because I am now free to choose what I think. 

Scary? Nope, liberating. I am no longer a frightened child. I am a confident adult. No more begging or pleading for help. I do what I need to do myself. 

Boy, does it feel good!

If you think your religion is real...first do some real research, go on youtube and find David Icke. He is really good as spelling things out, even religious concepts. Try one of his lectures out. 

Then when you figure out this world is a bunch of bullshit too, you can take your sandals and walk on the sand by yourself. Like you were meant to do.

And here is an interesting article: The Council of Nicea - The Council that Created Jesus Christ.


 

The Council of Nicea - The Council that created Jesus Christ

Read more at: http://www.oneworldofnations.com/2015/03/the-council-of-nicea-council-that.html
OWoN © All Rights Reserved

The Council of Nicea - The Council that created Jesus Christ

Read more at: http://www.oneworldofnations.com/2015/03/the-council-of-nicea-council-that.html
OWoN © All Rights Reserved

Heat-realted Illness and Writing Time

When it is inclimate outside, that is when I have a chance to write. Well, I have no other options. I have no cable. All the shows I do watch with rabbit ears are on hiatus. I have to entertain myself. Writing is my way of passing the time. 

I do not write for quantity but for quality. So my library list is not as expansive as most writers. Still have a lot of stories and poetry at my disposal. That is nice.

So I have added a few more fiction stories to my Fiction page on Undawnted.  

It was something to do while sick in bed with heat exhaustion. With my ill health, I am forced to many tasks by myself. I watered my plants around the noon o'clock hour. oops. I spent three days unable to do much, especially outside. So now I make sure I am done with my chores before 9am.

That seems to be working out much better for me. 

It's not like I am preparing for a marathon, but when you are chronically ill, the smallest tasks feel like I am training for one.

Manufactured Consent was Published

Ever wonder if your vote counts? Or, if it is even worth voting at all? That's what Manufactured Consent hopes to answer with history, law, and the understanding of the elite king-makers.

Our blurb: Voting has become a choice between the greater of two evils. Warring political parties vie for American voters, but is that perception false? Are voters caught in a cycle of picking the same agenda no matter if they go left or right? Discover the history voters were not taught in school and how their rights to govern themselves has turn into the game of Manufactured Consent for those elites willing to do anything for power and greed.

For more information,please visit the Historical Context page on Undawnted.

To download your free PDF copy, visit the Manufactured Consent page on Lulu.

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Uncommon Knowledge is Released

Through Sonoran Dawn Studios, I published my latest creation: Uncommon Knowledge: The US Flag.

Our synopsis is: How much do you know about the symbol of our nation? The flag of the United States has a long and varied past. Take a historical and legal journey into the Uncommon Knowledge: The US Flag. Happy Flag Week

If you would like more information about this book, please see the Historical Context page on Undawnted.

Get your free copy of the PDF here: Uncommon Knowledge: The US Flag.

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Research List

Everyday I am researching various topics. This week's reading list includes the history of the United States flag, Tesla, the Electric Universe, and current events. 

What can i say? It is summer and all my shows are on hiatus. Rabbit ears only gets you local stations and boredom gets you a subscription to Netflix! 

The VDP Gazette is going strong. Current events never cease to amaze me. 

I am working on how to explain the solar engine through the Electric Universe model. i believe if I use Tesla's research that I may have a connection. We shall see.

My next essay book: Uncommon Knowledge, deals with the history of the flag of the United States. That has been a very interesting research topic. It's been 239 years since the flag was adopted by the Continental Congress and it is still going strong. 

I cannot wait for all my research to come together. 

What are you investigating this week? 

This Week...in FB and Marijuana

On my Facebook account, I had fun updating with my new website: Visual Studio Productions. I love making art pieces for logos, themes. I believe I did a wonderful job with the abstract art coupled with the Masters. 

I also fought with marijuana proponents. That is always fun. I cannot get enough of poking the bear... I find that a lot of arguments are the same whichever proponent I have a discourse with: it's a plant, it's an herb, it's my right! 

Marijuana proponents do not realize how ridiculous they sound. Don't I have rights? And, poppies are a plant too but we don't hand it out to everyone with a heroin addiction, now do we? No, of course not. 

We as a society have to be smart. In days past and yet again, we have always had gatekeepers: medicine men, shaman, witches, midwives, and other factions that held the ancient knowledge on how to heal with plant medicines. The general population was not the caretakers of this knowledge so saying something is a plant or an herb therefore it should be in the hands of everyone without pause, gives me pause. 

We must remember our history. Our traditions. Our holy people. 

I have witnessed normal people receive their medical marijuana card that in a short time became addicts. I wish it were not true, but it is. Marijuana is a drug and should be regulated as such or we are destined to make the same mistakes as we did in the past. We will usher in an old society full of drug dens and raves associated with addictive substances.

That is how all this crap got outlawed in the first place: humans cannot hold their smoke.

So I wrote an essay about the pros and cons that will be published in the coming months. I still have to put in those citations and quotations. 

The name of the essay is: Marijuana Legalization, Rights of Others, and Solving Health Issues with Nutrition and you can find it in the Nonfiction's Social Constructs section of Undawnted. 

Our Schedule of publication release dates are on the Sonoran Dawn site. 

So let's return to natural medicine without becoming a league of unsupervised teenagers smoking dope and not being productive. 

Let's go back to the age of ancient knowledge and wisdom. 

On Our Way

I'm doing a little revising... so hold on!

I have added the websites that are current for my process. So I hope you like the upgrades!

The More People Want to Change; The More They Stay the Same

I have been conversing with someone from the past.

I left an organization I loved to be in because of a very negative person who wanted to have her way so much that she was willing to threaten me with stalking every move I made within that organization. 

Turns out that that person made more poor behavioral choices after I exited to the point where she was censured.  Until she apologizes and shows true remorse, she cannot return. Fat chance. Instead she has been using her friends as political proxies to attack members of the organization. 

I suggested expulsion. Not one bite. I suggested also getting new blood in the form of college unpaid interns to help out in key areas. Nope to that either. WTF?

You cannot run an organization protecting negative people because the universe will just keep giving you negative people! Until the organization gets rid of the negative and accepts positive outcomes, there is no hope for a turnaround. 

Since I am no longer in the organization, I can do nothing. Until certain lifetime memberships are revoked, the organization can never move forward. Sad. 

So the more people want to change; the more they stay the same. Fear. Uncertainty. The Darkside are they. To do nothing is just going along to get along. No way for any positive results to ever manifest in a situation like that.

Have a great and wonderful week. 

Broken, Pretend That It'll Last Until Spring

I was invited to put in two original poems into an anthology. 

So with my recent emotional upheaval, I had been writing a lot, mostly poetry. I submitted my version of Broken. Then there was an older piece I have always wanted out in the world called: Pretend. The latter is an existential poem. Very cerebral and visual. 

Now it is a waiting game. Once the editor receives all the poems she wishes, then I will find out if my poems are accepted. I hope so. Broken is lyrical. I had put Pretend in an online critique forum once and one response literally stated: "that was the best poem I have ever read." 

We'll see. 

Lately I have been down and out. No energy. No gumption. Nothing. 

I figured my low energy was directly related to my illnesses, infections, and the death of my friend with cancer. 2016 has not been a great start. When an opportunity comes my way, I try and jump on it. Something has got to reverse my present spiral. 

What is nice is that spring seems to be edging its way into the desert. That is motivation. Warm temperatures in the afternoons and then snuggle with the kitties in the evenings. 

Now we are talking. You can keep the snow. Been there, done that... I live in the desert now and forever.

Have a great and wonderful day! 

Making a Negative into a Positive

When you are really sick and someone you know who is really sick, then passes from their illness, the event rocks your world. 

You think: am I next?

It's not like I have any medical personnel in my corner. I am adrift as it were... but I also see a lot. 

I see people who are ill who do not take it very seriously. Others who believe their destructive pharmaceuticals are the answer. Still there are those of us who are trying to find better ways to end the suffering of others by using ourselves as the test subjects.

 I do see. I see people who are dying because it is so much easier to call me crazy than to stop listening a medical professional who is not helping them. I see how people are still buying food products and gmo's. I see how people use poisons because they don't want bugs in their houses or weeds in their yards. 

I see a lot. When people write you off, they show their true selves because they are no longer keeping up appearances. Then, I have the opportunity to observe. As a writer and artist, I am an observer of the human condition.

My condition is of grief. That is what happens when you lose someone suddenly even if you knew their death was imminent. It is still a shock.

Although, if you have seen half the human suffering I have seen because of illnesses that are preventable and treatable with nutrition and natural remedies, you would be in grief to over an unnecessary death of a friend too.

But whom am I against the world? I want to change it. Counter to popular brainwashing: one person can make a difference... 

You have the power. so why not use it to make the world a better place?

If you wanted to change something, what would it be? 

Have a great and wonderful day.